Did you ever get tired of watching life pass you by? Most people let life happen to them expecting to just go on with the flow of the universe.  Sometimes I let life walk on by over me in cleats. That is how it feels right now.  I let myself become a curmudgeon. I let my personality life that I created for myself fall to the way side when I came back to Omaha.  I became who I was not who I spent years becoming.