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let the hammer fly make pieces from another day let all the shards ot light tinkle in the grass twinkling stars and flowing blood another moment lived and lost shaken free from matted, greasy hair break it all again because it is there they're all asleep I never inderstood thier dreams the gap just grew over time dog twitching at my feet, cats purring contentedly cartoons play quietly on the tube its midnight again and the snores and the purrs the soft soft breathing of my nieces and brothers make and unexpected symphony I wonder what they see
in thier minds and dreamscapes so far from me I've been walking for an hour my knuckles ache from clenching in the cold sweaty open palms steaming the anger is still not cooled my ears hurt from the crunching, squeaking snow snow is falling faster, thicker as i stand and catch my breath for the first time i can feel something besides rage the dull pain of going numb a sharp twist in my knee a burning chill on my face A deep breath and I open my hands in the orange pool of light and watch smoke rise ice is forming on my cheeks I don't want to remember why I am walking But I do So I start moving again dry earth expecting a blacktop grill for bare feet anticipation scorched blue skies burn dusty lawns dying plants reach for the clouds steam then a river as the hydrant breaks sloppy granma kiss of relief |
| neada February 1, 2005 01:51 PM PST that's us, sad and malcontent. i cut class today because i didn't feel like crying :^/ | ||
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